baby

I had a very beautiful dream last night. I was dreaming of having a daughter. for now on, I couldn’t even remember her face, but I know she’s very beautiful. she’s about 5 years old, we had a conversation, in English. ahhhh. I never tell anybody about this, I want to talk to my kids in English as daily basis. wkwkwk naon dah Ruth mimpinya. I was enjoying the dream and woke up with happy feeling. see you soon baby. hari ini abis gereja diajak ikut rapat lagi. soooo lamaaaaaa. padahal w duduk doang, dengerin juga enggak, w baca novel wkwkw. mau cerita, kayanya udah pernah bilang di post sebelumnya, I’m not into instagram anymore, udah gak pernah ngescroll instagram sampe mentok kaya dulu. but yesterday, I tried to scroll again wkwk. what I found was people’s pictures at two or three, even six days old popped up at the top of instagram timeline like it’s brand new. instagram used to show people’s update in reverse chronological order. but now, it seems like instagram uses an algorithm just like facebook’s news feed. what’s algorithm? it’s kind of equation that uses our previous likes and activity to predict what we want to see, that’s why posts that we see on instagram are no longer showing in order. I pretty double tap everything that comes up while scrolling down. the thing with this new algorithm is I may look like a stalker lol. somebody might post picture 5 days ago, and I just scrolled down today. once again, I pretty like every post. somebody may got notification of me liking his/her 5-day-old post. wkwkwk tapi yasudahlah. barusan disuruh ngolesin minyak apa tau, it stings. mungkin gak banyak yang tau, or maybe just the closest ones that know I got nausea very easy. starving drives me there, running drives me there, masuk angin drives me there wkwk. so here I am.