Once in a lifetime means there is no second chance. So I believe that you and me should grab it while we can.

Rabu, 27 Juni 2018

belum ikhlas

dibangunin jam 7 buat minum susu, abis itu main hape, terus tidur lagi. tapi mimpinya super bad. parah. isinya dia doang, beda cerita, kaya episode gitu. tiap episode gua selalu kebangun karena emang super bad. padahal udah let it go. heran deh. katanya emang nobody ever heals completely. you’re eventually healed but not completely, never completely. somewhere deep in ur heart the memories will be locked, forever. and yes the memories will show up in different way, time, and again. kadang udah ngerasa ikhlas maafin, tapi ternyata alan bawah sadar belum sepenuhnya ikhlas. Rasis juga bilang gitu, tanpa kita sadari, walaupun di alam sadar cuma kepercik sedetik, tapi alam bawah sadar bisa nyampe mimpi. all is well Ruth. bangun jam 10. makan. jam 12 orang rumah pergi. ke rumah Bou Renta. jam 1 ada emai dari IJAER. jam 1 besok suruh bimbingan. jam 2 gua ke optik. jam 3 otw Bogor. sekarang udah nyampe Bogor. tonight will be a long long night.

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