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semalem susah payah menidurkan diri karena super seger sampe jam setengah 2. then woke up at 6 in tears. I had a nightmare, a super bad dream. I need minutes to pull myself. it’s been a while since the last time I had bad dream, maybe months. abis agak waras, langsung mandi, lalu kuliah. abis itu ke pasca ngambil surat tapi belum di tanda tangan. balik sia sia. sekarang udah di kostan lagi. bingung mau ngapain dan masih mau nangis inget mimpi semalem. semuanya bener bener chaos di mimpi gua. there’s someone who is about to hurt my Mom :” this is so sad, I cried while typing this. he broke every ceramics in my home. my Mom was screaming and crying. and I couldn’t hold my to not to protect my Mom. I love you Mother. semoga sehat selalu, bahagia selalu.